Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
I haven’t updated in forever..
But, it goes without saying that Randal and I are back together.
Not even that, but today makes…two years 😀
I love him so much. He’s amazing.
I want to be with him for the rest of my life.
I loooooove you baby…
i’m so happy.
dfopijdfo’ja happy happy happy!! 😀
he never will
A few hours of forgetting is better than a few hours of remembering.
Your worst battle is between what you know and what you feel.
Your worst battle is between what you know and what you feel.
if that boy don’t love you by now, then he never will. >.<
I don’t know which way I’m going I don’t know which way I’ve come
Randal and I broke up on January 24th.
It was surprisingly okay.
I mean, yeah, it sucked. But, that’s life. It sucks. It hurts. But you move on.
We are still friends~really good friends at that.
We love each other, just aren’t “in love.”
It was surprisingly okay.
I mean, yeah, it sucked. But, that’s life. It sucks. It hurts. But you move on.
We are still friends~really good friends at that.
We love each other, just aren’t “in love.”
He is about to get a house soon here in Mississippi. And he asked me if I wanted to stay and live there, too. I think I’m going to give it a try. Just to see what happens. I don’t want him using me or taking advantage, so we shall see. If it doesn’t work out, I do intend on going home.
I went to a funeral of a young girl the other day.
And it really got me to thinking.
If something was to happen to me, I would like my songs to already be picked out.
I’ll Be Missing You – P. Diddy, If I don’t make it back – Tracy Lawrence, I Wish ~ R Kelly, Life Goes On ~ Tupac… and then whatever my Mom or sister wants to play. K? GOT IT?
So I’ve been in a “wedding” mood lately. Don’t hate. And I want untraditional songs. Here are some options:
Anyone Else But You ~ The Moldy Peaches (but really, does it say “shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants???” LOL!!!, Forever ~ Ben Harper, Still in Love (Kissing You) (This is a cover of the Romeo and Juliet song, OF COURSE!) ~ Beyonce, Wanna Grow Old With You ~ Adam Sandler, Wonderful Tonight ~ Eric Clapton, Fade Into You ~ Mazzy Star, Crash Into Me ~ Dave Matthews Band, Desire ~ Ryan Adams, You Were Meant for Me ~ Jewel, Crazy Love ~ Van Morrison, Lets Get Married ~ Jagged Edge, Lets Get Married ~ Archie Star
For typical: Colour My World ~ Chicago, Canon in D, lalala…
and what about… Here Comes the Sun for walking out?? it’s going to be so RANDOM… (i typed RANDAL first.) i lose. or MAYBE, I WIN!!!!!!!
oh and these plans are just in my head. i’m not getting married anytime soon.
October is beautiful<3
Watching Halloween with Rachel and Kara.
Wish Randal didn’t work long days, but I do love this time.
Bath and Body Works ‘sweet cinnamon pumpkin’ scent will always remind me of October ’10.
Misanthropy somedays.
It just seems like everybody is a little less crazy in a good way and more psycho in an awful way. A way that isn’t because of how you were brought up or any psychobabble you’ll learn in college… Its a crazy like almost you brought upon your self. And want to fuck with other people’s lives. Just let everybody be. Find your own shit. Be your own shit. 😀
WE MAKE SENSE!!
Get dirty. Get fucking filthy. Get poor. Get off your ass. Get desperate. Get dangerous. Get vilified. Get vile. Get romantic. Get fucked. Get moving. Get productive. Get pro-active. Get started. Get your own life. Get doing something. Anything. Because before you know it, you’re 40 with kids, a mortgage, and responsibilities that cause your Fun to come second. So before cancer, before children, before 50 hour work weeks, before back and knee problems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor…Fight. Fight and fuck and run and smile. Smile, because the older you get, the less you will.
I hate bitches, but I LOVE MINE!!!
I’m still me
Maybe
I’m watching Aqua teen…
with my friends who i love so much
if nothing nothing nothing is real, my friendship with tracy and rodney is real.
but what about my earlier friends?
life changed at rocket-style speed. and we weren’t -right-
but what if when you’re with someone? the lights…may be a little dim, the air is muggy and the door sticks? life isn’t perfect but how do you know its right when its right? u FEEEL it? U JUST KNOW? Well, I’ve FELT it. I’ve thought LOTS of things were right and they WEREN’T!!!! They weren’t right at ALLL and i got my head FUCKED all up… or were they ALL RIGHT for the situation? an ACCURATE PRECISE ending that was simply perfect.
oh geez i was stoned and i missed it
AHHH, I’M OUT OF WHEAT THINS. MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY OVER
xoxo, hil* 
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